its strange how you can drop from heaven to hell in less than 12 hours just yesterday i was satisfied and happy today i am bothered and frustrated. when it comes down to it they just don't think i can study always comparing never ceasing with others with siblings with god knows who now because of cmparison i being sent to some famous tuition centre fuck the damn thing. the damn tutor "famous author" my shit. so what if he can write books doesnt mean i he can tutor i'll see how it is next week in the mean time i'll just reflect on why everyone keeps comparing andwhy cant they just LET ME STUDY BY MYSELF CAUSE I DON'T FUCKING WANT OR NEED A TUTOR
One more step to enlightenment at1:28 PM.