Im trying to help but i think the reverse has happened im trying to fit in but nothing happens all that aside im happy and extremely satisfied. Great competition passed MYE by a lucky break climbing's good studies are normal how could i not be satisfied ? don't look at what upsets you but look at what makes you happy isn't that simple why do so many people find it hard to relax and be happy ?
LIFE IS GOOD. AND LIFE GOES ON
stop pondering what step to take just take it and see what happens next as srjc rock climbers often say "don't plan ! just whack, cannot try again la" so true haha so true.
SO DAMN SATISFIED HAHA

today competition 9th climber ranked 27th out of 30 lol but i dont care cause i feel i did well :P screw the rankings haha see ? first competiton climb order 98 second competiton climb order 98 now my climb order is 9th ! haha 9 is a highly significant number