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Keng Yang 8th November SRJC.
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Sunday, April 19, 2009 10:03 PM
This is an interesting post read it !
Just a random quote i saw on TV mobile..or was it mobile TV ? Hmm cant remember now anyway they always have these quotes below and i saw one that really set me thinking. Anyways it went something like
"Deep down in our hearts, our biggest fear is the unimaginable power inside us"
Set me thinking on how true and how not true this is. I guess we really are capable of doing amazing things when we set our minds to it, but i feel that some other things are insurmountable. Maybe
This guy really really likes quotes haha !
Nakama, Esprit De corps, 兄弟
Went for dinner with the above on Saturday night not some high class place just a coffee shop and then of to one of their houses to watch Xmen Wolverines Origins or something like that. Movie Sucks..really really sucks*10^8 its one of those movies made to attract a lot of people but no effort was put in to make the plot cohesive.
In bio we just learnt this new thing in the nervous system
The roles and Functions of synapses
Facilitation and Summation
Each stimuli arriving at another synapse may render the synapse more sensitive to a weaker stimuli. This occurs at some synapses.
What this basically means is that if a stimuli is too small for us to feel it the first time, subsequent stimuli of the same frequency will have a higher chance of us feeling it as we are more "sensitized"
e.g. When someone calls your name you don't hear it but the next time they do you actually hear it, something like that.
I've found another dumb analogy i always come up with ! Works for me anyways. When you don't study for mid years you feel guilty see ? like me now however the stimuli is not great enough to cause a reaction. However as the days creep nearer you feel more and more guilty (sensitizing). And finally one day the stimuli is finally large enough to set you studying !!! Applies to lazy dudes like me only.
Teachers have influenced me a lot over my life so Thank You all my teachers !
What does it matter if one thinks another is no good ?
"Deep down in our hearts, our biggest fear is the unimaginable power inside us"
Set me thinking on how true and how not true this is. I guess we really are capable of doing amazing things when we set our minds to it, but i feel that some other things are insurmountable. Maybe
This guy really really likes quotes haha !
Nakama, Esprit De corps, 兄弟
Went for dinner with the above on Saturday night not some high class place just a coffee shop and then of to one of their houses to watch Xmen Wolverines Origins or something like that. Movie Sucks..really really sucks*10^8 its one of those movies made to attract a lot of people but no effort was put in to make the plot cohesive.
In bio we just learnt this new thing in the nervous system
The roles and Functions of synapses
Facilitation and Summation
Each stimuli arriving at another synapse may render the synapse more sensitive to a weaker stimuli. This occurs at some synapses.
What this basically means is that if a stimuli is too small for us to feel it the first time, subsequent stimuli of the same frequency will have a higher chance of us feeling it as we are more "sensitized"
e.g. When someone calls your name you don't hear it but the next time they do you actually hear it, something like that.
I've found another dumb analogy i always come up with ! Works for me anyways. When you don't study for mid years you feel guilty see ? like me now however the stimuli is not great enough to cause a reaction. However as the days creep nearer you feel more and more guilty (sensitizing). And finally one day the stimuli is finally large enough to set you studying !!! Applies to lazy dudes like me only.
Teachers have influenced me a lot over my life so Thank You all my teachers !
What does it matter if one thinks another is no good ?
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Friday, April 10, 2009 7:59 PM
What its like to feel like you've lost
hmmm pw the profound loss of 1.25 points hit me a few minutes after i recieved my results, i felt defeated with 68.8% of everyone getting A getting a B just feels so bad i guess and then you start hearing the cheers and screams and i just left the hall to go for training cause i just don't want to be there. No more 90 points is guess. I want to get 80 points and above or rather i must.
One more step to enlightenment at7:59 PM.
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Thursday, April 9, 2009 8:40 PM
Im tired of it
This post shall be a rant post and don't bother reading this if you aren't interested in my life.
9th April 2009
At 8.30pm i reached home a little dissapointed in my PW grade but otherwise delighted for my school i shared the news with my friends. I mean its not like you get to say "hey my school improved from 7% to 68%" everyday. Im proud of SRJC for this achievement. So i decided to tell my sister as well. Well she decided to ignore me but she does that alot so i just walked out of the room to take a bath. Well i came out feeling cold and what not and there my sister was saying "so what was the improvement ?" And so i decided to tell her. Shit begins here.
She had that disbelieving look and she said "what ?" and i thought she hadn't heard properly and i repeated myself. And she said "I Dont Believe". And she went on to rattle on about how our teachers must have marked leniently and how even RJ barely hit 30%. And so i decided to rebut her by saying that during her year out school was 7%. RJ might have improved with us for all we know. And then she said "I still dont believe". And i said "its because its SRJC isn't it". And hey she said "yes".
Do you know fucking pissed i was when she said that ? What the fuck do you mean by yes because its SRJC that's why i dont believe. Do you have a problem with SR ? just because you're from AJC doesn't give you the right to look down upon others. So what if you have been in the top few classes all your life, your attitude towards others simply sucks to the core. If i were to describe your faults with two adjectives it would be "pride, selfish". You think that just because you got 83 points everyone will like you ? Those points simply mean you worked harder and what's the point of having such a high score if your EQ sucks ? SRJC is as good as any JC though we are less academically inclined im 100% sure that our school spirit definitely is equal to if not better than other JCs.
Your school is just some mugger dog school where people steal each other's notes just to try and get ahead of other people.
9th April 2009
At 8.30pm i reached home a little dissapointed in my PW grade but otherwise delighted for my school i shared the news with my friends. I mean its not like you get to say "hey my school improved from 7% to 68%" everyday. Im proud of SRJC for this achievement. So i decided to tell my sister as well. Well she decided to ignore me but she does that alot so i just walked out of the room to take a bath. Well i came out feeling cold and what not and there my sister was saying "so what was the improvement ?" And so i decided to tell her. Shit begins here.
She had that disbelieving look and she said "what ?" and i thought she hadn't heard properly and i repeated myself. And she said "I Dont Believe". And she went on to rattle on about how our teachers must have marked leniently and how even RJ barely hit 30%. And so i decided to rebut her by saying that during her year out school was 7%. RJ might have improved with us for all we know. And then she said "I still dont believe". And i said "its because its SRJC isn't it". And hey she said "yes".
Do you know fucking pissed i was when she said that ? What the fuck do you mean by yes because its SRJC that's why i dont believe. Do you have a problem with SR ? just because you're from AJC doesn't give you the right to look down upon others. So what if you have been in the top few classes all your life, your attitude towards others simply sucks to the core. If i were to describe your faults with two adjectives it would be "pride, selfish". You think that just because you got 83 points everyone will like you ? Those points simply mean you worked harder and what's the point of having such a high score if your EQ sucks ? SRJC is as good as any JC though we are less academically inclined im 100% sure that our school spirit definitely is equal to if not better than other JCs.
Your school is just some mugger dog school where people steal each other's notes just to try and get ahead of other people.
One more step to enlightenment at8:40 PM.
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Wednesday, April 8, 2009 8:53 PM
What happens when you grow up
hmm i realised that people who graduate from maris stella tend to be ultra times 10 to the power of 8 vulgar. and like every sentence tends to be punctuated with a vulgarity of some sort.
My vulgar vocabulary used to be far reaching and extensive though coming to JC seems to have dramatically shortened my otherwise poetic recitation of vulgarities when someone irritates me. Which is almost sad if not for the fact that vulgarities are after all vulgarities. However despite all that i still feel that vulgarities are sometimes the best adjectives for someone is just a vulgarity.
e.g. When someone really irritates you and you're damn pissed off and you say "fuck off". How are you going to put it across that you'e angry ? "sex off" certainly doesn't help. "im angry with you" doesn't help either. Somehow these words don't pack the oomph or the weight that fuck off carries. so yes i feel that vulgarities should be used to a certain extent.
Of course i really admire some people who don't say vulgarities though they shall not be named these people somehow are all girls and at the moment i can only think of 1 in my class and i've only heard her say the F word once and that's this year...Hmm growing up does change you i guess.
On to the next point I AM A LAZY BUGGER. but im smart ^^ i think. So lets all be happy and dance with the butterflies over the rainbow and whatnot o.O can't believe i typed that. but oh well can't believe i did many things either.
Courage isn't having no fear Courage is having the strength to overcome fear.
(old but effective quote told to me by some senior in scouts)
My vulgar vocabulary used to be far reaching and extensive though coming to JC seems to have dramatically shortened my otherwise poetic recitation of vulgarities when someone irritates me. Which is almost sad if not for the fact that vulgarities are after all vulgarities. However despite all that i still feel that vulgarities are sometimes the best adjectives for someone is just a vulgarity.
e.g. When someone really irritates you and you're damn pissed off and you say "fuck off". How are you going to put it across that you'e angry ? "sex off" certainly doesn't help. "im angry with you" doesn't help either. Somehow these words don't pack the oomph or the weight that fuck off carries. so yes i feel that vulgarities should be used to a certain extent.
Of course i really admire some people who don't say vulgarities though they shall not be named these people somehow are all girls and at the moment i can only think of 1 in my class and i've only heard her say the F word once and that's this year...Hmm growing up does change you i guess.
On to the next point I AM A LAZY BUGGER. but im smart ^^ i think. So lets all be happy and dance with the butterflies over the rainbow and whatnot o.O can't believe i typed that. but oh well can't believe i did many things either.
Courage isn't having no fear Courage is having the strength to overcome fear.
(old but effective quote told to me by some senior in scouts)
One more step to enlightenment at8:53 PM.
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Sunday, April 5, 2009 9:18 PM
Long post ahead
Just ended rocmoc camp. It turned out to be rather forgettable. Just another camp i guess. It also gave me quite a bad impression on some J1's and a lasting one on others. Hmm. Nightwalk was alright i guess a few hitches in the beggining but i guess it's alright haha it's nice to know when a plan you're part of comes to fruition i guess. The route was alrght i guess but maybe its because i walked the place alone about 10 times i guess. The only reason this happened was cause i kept getting conned by people into walking there.
Teacher " eh keng yang tell where the exit is ".
Teacher " eh keng yang walk with i want to tell you something about the route "
Fellow programmer " eh lets go mark out the route for the J1's "
Fellow programmer " lets go feplot the ghosts"
Junior " i too scared. can walk with me ? " <-- wouldnt norma;ly have done it but she was crying while i was telling her the route -.- what the fuck ?
The other times was due to some random duty or another that i decided i should do to make sure things went on smoothly so i wasnt conned into it.
Night 1. slept at 4
Anyhows the rest of the camp was really boring i guess. for me anyway.
Hmm read some posts and i decided that friends are rare things XD
another flitting around is that my class is quite unproductive during lessons -.- ah and yes people will read this and they'll bitch about it and what not and after 1 week they'll forget about it an will only remember that they dislike me XD. A few things i dont like hmm its noisy its unroductive people and people derive humour from other people's awkwardness the last part was hypocritical i guess. but oh well too lazy to change it anyway. yes yes dislike me and then best of all leave me alone XD. then maybe i'll be able to go through 1 full school day without someone trying to make a joke out of me. and then can mug hahaaa
Feeling alone can spur people on to do many things sometimes even foolish things. hmmm
Teacher " eh keng yang tell where the exit is ".
Teacher " eh keng yang walk with i want to tell you something about the route "
Fellow programmer " eh lets go mark out the route for the J1's "
Fellow programmer " lets go feplot the ghosts"
Junior " i too scared. can walk with me ? " <-- wouldnt norma;ly have done it but she was crying while i was telling her the route -.- what the fuck ?
The other times was due to some random duty or another that i decided i should do to make sure things went on smoothly so i wasnt conned into it.
Night 1. slept at 4
Anyhows the rest of the camp was really boring i guess. for me anyway.
Hmm read some posts and i decided that friends are rare things XD
another flitting around is that my class is quite unproductive during lessons -.- ah and yes people will read this and they'll bitch about it and what not and after 1 week they'll forget about it an will only remember that they dislike me XD. A few things i dont like hmm its noisy its unroductive people and people derive humour from other people's awkwardness the last part was hypocritical i guess. but oh well too lazy to change it anyway. yes yes dislike me and then best of all leave me alone XD. then maybe i'll be able to go through 1 full school day without someone trying to make a joke out of me. and then can mug hahaaa
Feeling alone can spur people on to do many things sometimes even foolish things. hmmm
One more step to enlightenment at9:18 PM.
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